A new beginning

This is my first post in a new blog that will keep track of my journey.  As the title says I need to learn to finish what I have started. I have always started many projects, but never finished those that are not related to my job. Things such as redesigning the layout of my room, organizing my home work desk, and cleaning out my car I always half ass and never finish. I am not completely sure why this occurs, but I always start a protect and somehow find a way to never see it through to the end. This relates to almost everything in my life not only just projects, but even larger things such as finding a job that I love.  This is something I want to work on and I find the only way to do this is by keeping myself accountable by creating a blog and tracking what I am doing.

So, the first thing I am going to finally finish is probably the most difficult project I have ever attempted. I am referring to losing weight and keeping it off for good. I have always yo yo dieted and lost and gained weight almost every year. This is a very frustrating fact of who I am and directly comes from the fact I can never see through to the end a project. This is the most important thing for me is to lose weight and change the way I eat and live my life. Every day, I see how an unhealthy life can lead to terrible medical issues and even worse things. Since my job is  personal training I should be the one in the forefront leading people by example, but for some reason I have never been able to do this. This is not only important to a more successful job, but most importantly a healthier life. With the next updates I am going to start post before pictures and the reason why I am doing this challenge. This is more of a mental challenge because I love to workout and was a pretty good athlete before a very annoying knee injury. However, there are many different reasons why I am not eating right or not working out enough. Reasons such as not enough sleep, not enough time, or one million other reasons, but in reality I am just mentally lazy and have been unwilling to put in the work it takes to make a lifestyle change. This is the time I make a change and I hope to share this journey with the readers of this blog.